 Positive relationships
Through my life in high school and in college I have always had many friends. I was a popular girl in school; I was a cheerleader and dated all types of guys. I was never really excited about going out on these dates, I never cared that other girls had bigger tits, or what the size of a guys dick was. I was just a confused girl trying to find my place in the world.
I did find my way after a few years in college. I learned more about myself, that I wanted to be a man, but I wanted to fuck a woman if I could. I don't know if physically I can ever do that but I can meet satisfy her needs, I can fuck her with my lips, my tongue and my fingers, I can use toys, treats, and desire to make her mine.
The overwhelming feelings that I have for women are still my own secret. I don't tell my parents, yet. I plan on it soon. I know that the time is close and I know that they will still love me as I let them know every day that I am thinking of them and that I love them.
My friends do know that I am transsexual and actually this doesn't bother them. I don't make passes at them and they accept me for who I am. They are always on the lookout for me, wondering who I can date, who is in my league (as they call it) and we spend a lot of time together hanging out being us and discussing our lives.
You will find that relationships, all of them are going to be important to you as you make the first and through the final transitions of being a transsexual. There are no easy roads in life, no matter if you are 'straight' or if you are 'transsexual' only you should know that life is easier through it all when you nurture and respect others in your life and their choices just as they respect yours.
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